I wish that..

I am sitting in my room waiting on my roommate to get back from her weekend with her boyfriend. I feel like we can tell each other anything! I am so excited for her to get back so we can talk about our weekends. Recently, I lost two of my best friends and she's been here to listen to me vent. I cannot describe how upsetting it is to lose your best friend of 9 years. I have some ridiculous feelings, but I wish my friends would realize that there are boundaries. I just wish that everything could be placed back together again. My friends would accept that I have boundaries when it comes to girls communicating and spending time with my boyfriend. I know they would feel the same way if even I did that, but right now, they're single and wouldn't understand. I just wish things would go back to the way they were and my friends would listen to my feelings again and talk to me when I needed a shoulder to cry on.

I cannot wait till February 14 or 15th... whenever it is that I will see him again.

I also cannot wait for my RUDE SUITEMATE or her RUDE BOYFRIEND to unlock our damn bathroom door. And my RUDE SUITEMATE to train her RUDE BOYFRIEND to flush the potty and to put the toilet seat down. It's a girls bathroom STUPID PERSON!